Christine Johanne

Hi!

These last few days, I've repainted my room. From white to dark red, and dark, dark brown...Dark..I know. But I like it that way.

So, right after I was done cleaning my room and all that, I got sick. Infected by my two brothers. So yesterday, I just lied in bed waiting to throw up. And I did. :s
Well, now I feel alot better!

Oh! I've got two good news, though! A girl in my class got her licence, and so did Ac! Congratulations! :D
I can't wait until I get mine!

I'm about to analyze a poem at school. So, I desided to analyse a saong (poem) by Bob Dylan. "No time to think". It has 9 verses so it's kinda big. But I'll get through..I hope. Wish me good luck;)

Lately, I've been kinda' drab, philosophic and "cloistered"..if you can call it that.
For the most time, I've been inside my room thinkin' about my dad, life and..how we people deal with stuff that comes up in our lives.

You know when you're a child, you only know one world. Your world. The people you trust, is the people you know. But when you grow older, you strat exploring new stuff. Something's good and other stuff's not that good. But that's how it's supposed to be, right..?..you fail, you learn. But sometimes, you don't. You keep doing what you're doing, and of some reason, you don't think you're gonna be disapointed. But the truth is; You do.

I'm thinkin' of those kids who suffer. I don't mean suffering like in starving, but those kids who don't know the good things in life. Maybe they're growing up with a mom or a dad who hurts them. Maybe they're getting mobed or ignored at home or at school.
I don't think people really ever thinks about who the others outside "their" klicks are, you know?
"Oh, he's just that guy from my math-class..I don't realy know him. And I realy don't care."
Wel, maybe you don't say it out loud. But that's probably what you're thinking. I know! You don't mean it. You're not thinkin it, but you're doing it. It's unconscious.

And that's really bad, you know that? I don't think that we really know how mutch it hurts, not being part of..maybe; your "klick", or just be talked to..be asked how they're doing..or even justlooked at. Even a smile can make miracles. Trust me!
And to you who thinks that life can't dig it's way up from the moat you're in right now, Do not give up. It's getting better. I Promise.

My point is, guys..life is too short being remembered as the haughtily and shalow boy/ girl. At least, that's not how I want to be remembered. Open your eyes! Make a change!


And when it comes to life... lately, my life is like a...strange thing...I don't know. Suddenly things are changin. I don't know if it's for the good or bad.
But I make choises every day. My freinds makes choises everyday. And those choises are a part of their lifes. Maybe they are that big that it's "moldig" them to be the person they're gonna be one day. I don't know. But what I'm trying to say is that you can help them too, you know. Be there for them when they need you. Be the one they always can count on. The shoulder to cry on.




Christine

Hello...

This week have been kind of strange,actually. I don't remember that mutch..hm..wierd.
But what I do remember, is all the pop-quizes we've had, or are aboute to have.

On tuesday, we had media quiz, witch I forgot. So I'm taking it on monday.
Today, we had socialstudies. And that whent verry well, actually. Well, that's because I studied like crazy!
On tuesday next week, we're having elderly history test, witch is a verry big test. And one of a houndred things we have to remember, is all the kings in Norway from the verry first, to...a guy named Kristian or something. I don't know...
Anyway..on wednesday I'm hvaing a German quiz. And on friday, we're having a english persentation aboute The british and the American history from 19 to 20th century. (me and Rebekka are gonna' make a short movie about the subject. It's gonna turn out great!)

Sorry..I just had to write it somewhere. You know..just to get it out of my system. So, thank you for your patience:)

Lately, I've listened to alot of music. And as a result, here is what I got on the brain: Disco! Mhm! Yeah, you heard me. Mirror-ball turning. Disco.
Go a head, just roll you eyes, sicker your little snicker..whatever. I don't care:)

Well, you may think that disco is "NOT cool". But here's the thing, folks: Disco wasn't designet to be cool. It was diesignet to just be liberating, you know?
Well, I'm not the type of girl you'd think would embrase disco. I'm more of the : rock-pop, folk, jazz, rock- type..A friend of mine said that my music is boring and depressing. But I don't think of my music as depressing! It's kind of the opposite. I like music and lyrics with meaning. That gives me something. "Talks to me"..I know that sound weard. But anyway...

It's like a rainy day. Rainy days make people sad. You're stuck inside, it's all gluming, and all you can think of is a sunny walk in the park...but I have to say; I love a rainy day. It's just an exuse to stay inside and drik hot chocolate, hang oute in my room or read a book or just have a day to be alone! I don't what to go in the park anyway.. :P
I don't know what that says about me. Just becuse I like to be at home...alone...that doen't make me boring, does it? I'm just more comfertable in that place...
But I'm not all about being alone in my room, listening to boring music! I'm a normal person:P I hope! I love hanign out with my friends..but I think that sometimes, all you need is time for yourself. To think and figure things out.


Thank God it's friday! Of some reason, I'm allways happyer on fridays than any other day. Well, if you were wondering: there is an logical explpanation. And that's because it's FRIDAY! Come on you guys! Let's dance disco! *playing Moloko- The time is now* Thank you Arnie:)

So, tonight I'll just stay at home and read for my quizes and listen to Bob Dylan. Iknow, Iknow..It's not the best thing to do on a friday night, but I like being home and just relax:)
Well, this was some of my thougts...thank you again for your patience..if you didn't stop readin,that is..
So; Thank you for stoping by! And I'd love if you'd post a comment!

Christine.

Hey=)

Akkurat nå er meg og Kristine i Oppdal. Et sted i midt-norge..Sør- trøndelag. Vi koser oss kjempe masse..gidder ikke skrive så masse akkurat nå. Kommer tilbake med med update. Men untlil then, take care! :D